Hello Everyone
To everyone who has expressed concern over my sudden disappearance, I appreciate your concern. To be honest, I have just taken a break and things have been busy at work leaving little time for goofing off.
I started to alienate myself from the world. Since my daughter's departure to college, I have become very lonely. I never realized how much I would miss her. My son is a typical boy and spends his time doing "his" thing. I do not want my children knowing how lonely I have become. I am sorry but blogging has not filled this void in my life and it did become easier to become self-absorbed.
However, I did start communicating with someone on Feb 2 and we recently met for the first time. We spend most evenings "watching" TV via phone - he watches at his house and I watch at mine and we babble back and forth regarding the show and etc. We have a lot in common. I plan on seeing him again. He seems like a nice guy. He already told me that he knows I have a lot of walls built up. He also said he can tell that I am an animal in the sack.

How he knows both of these truths is beyond me.
Both of the kids feel it would be good for me to have someone in my life and support me. My son once said that he didn't want me dating until he was out of high school.

He now tells me that he doesn't want me to wait but would like me to date. I feel better knowing that I have his support. It is difficult though since he does live with me 24/7.
I'll be back and I'll update you more. Thank you all and God Bless!
Oh, and to my Sisters of the Phat Pants, you guys are doing a wonderful job!!! I'm proud of you!
Til Later
Dreww